The Illusion of Self
Let us talk about that narrative in your head. The one where you have attributed bad intent by those around you. Everyone conspiring against you. Sorry, you are likely wrong and here is why: Eastern philosophy says there is no “self.” Science agrees
The Philosophy take:
To take it a step further, the implication is that without thought, the self does not, in fact, exist. In the same way that walking only exists while one is walking, the self only exists while there are thoughts about it.
Thinking vs Doing
Back up to my early thirties and I was insufferable in many ways. Home projects were a dread. Being a self-described engineer, any problem I had to solve, I would think of the most efficient series of steps to accomplish what needs to be done. I would let this happen in the background while I went about more exciting distractions. Nothing got done, but it felt like I was doing important planning and design work.
Apple's Augmented Reality
I’m disappointed Apple has gotten into the Augmented Reality business with the announcement of their Vision Pro device. What the world does not need is more digital infused glass dividing us human beings from each other. I was happily satisfied to call the Meta VR headsets a massive lighting of cash on fire experiment that we would all laugh at. With Apple getting into the game though, they bring their brand coolness factor and it’ll launch an entire wave of enthusiasts because we know Apple will do it right.
Going to Bed Hungry
I am a calorie counter by necessity and have been doing so consistently for over three years and for the better part of ten years. If I don’t count calories, I have zero self control. It’s how I keep myself accountable. Now that we are in the warmer months, I’ve been wanting to challenge myself to lose some extra weight, so I’ve been trying to go to bed hungry. Hunger as a sensation will not negatively hurt me and I’m fortunate that it is temporary.
Here vs. There
Everyday I grow much more comfortable with here and think much less about there. Maybe it was the pandemic, or maybe it is my getting older. Here is full of rich detail. Squirrels fighting, birds chirping, trees blowing in the breeze, and ants making their way around me. There is place I have not seen before, but perhaps have thought about, read about, or seen pictures of. There has many of the same things as here - trees, rodents, birds, bugs, etc.
I Never Make it Past Season One
When it comes to television shows (do we call them something else now?), I have picked up a few that I consistently hear positive reviews from people I know. Generally if a lot of people are talking about it and multiple people recommend it to me, it’s doing something right. I’ll never have enough time to consume everything on every streaming service that I have been cornered into subscribing to (thanks kids).
Record & Speaker Stand Project
Now that I’ve committed to owning a record player, I needed a place to put it. This project had to be prioritized behind the ongoing kitchen refresh, but I was able to sneak it in here and there. Record players are new to me, so I did end up doing research on what makes for a good quality record player stand and speaker stand. It turns out the heavier and less prone to vibration, the better.
Systems That Work, Now
I tend to systematize things. I like a process to be clear and decided in my brain so I can feel a sense of control in a chaotic world. This can be how I plan my goals, projects, and todo’s. This can also be things like an exercise plan for the week. When I should meditate. How much I want to read. I like to commit to a plan and that will generally help me move forward on goals.
Thinking Visually
The Spirited Man, also known as Van Neistat, posted a video last week on thinking visually that resonated with me. I don’t do well with the word stuff or hearing spoken instructions. I am definitely a visual thinker and learner.
Why Only Some of Us Think in Pictures